they’re so v hetero
i can’t stop thinking about ben c in a leather jacket, wearing tight jeans, biker boots, smok ing on his motorcycle
You lie next to her with shared
Breaths and silken kisses and
Things I’ll never
Know because she is your wife
And I’m the reluctant catalyst for your new love.
With silent screams and heated dreams, I
Witness your passion and
Feel the hatred billowing in my bones
Scratching to the surface
Manifesting in an errant note in the
Music I was making for you
That could never be.